Well, coming back, that is…

First, let me explain wiff some private details. My ex moved out on March 1st, and we’re amiable and all but my finances took a real hit, especially when a particular gov’t benefit I was counting on didn’t come in to supplement my Tarot/healing income. Eep! I went to a foodbank for the first time in some time. It was fantastic, no worries at all. But it made me really nervous when it came to choosing hot sexy pics over real live income. As long as I’m at the store I work at, I’m bound to get a reading or healing or two. Sometimes three or four a day. Tourist season is coming up too, and we get a LOT of tourists. So everyone says I’ll make a good deal of money. I’m the best reader they’ve had! And people come back for seconds, thirds, bring family, refer friends, etc.! So that’s successful.

But pics, while the hotter thing and the more fun thing, don’t make as much money. I fretted because the baby wasn’t letting me get to the computer, and when I did turn it on, I’d end up crabby because I couldn’t focus. My sitter was watching him for half the day already; it felt wrong to have him also watch the baby for half the night too. Plus, I need baby time! This kid is freakin’ adorable, he motivates me and brightens up my life! And this period of a kid’s life only lasts so long so I didn’t want to waste it being crabby. So I got my Metrobay Comix updates put on hold til the end of May, and just didn’t do more pics for the Aphotic Inferno Patreon site.

Working on them now, though, with only a few days to spare, right??

So I got a new laptop when the gov’t wised up and realized their errors… It can handle Photoshop and writing, and I just now put Office 365 on it (Thanks again, Zeddikins!) but the challenge is I’m not sure about Photoshop. It doesn’t look like I can put it on more than one computer…nor does it look like I can buy a new ‘share’ or download either, to just add to the plan. Ugh. This must be fixed!

Do you know what it’s like to have enough clothes that you don’t say “I have nothing to wear!” but instead say “I don’t know which of these awesome clothes to wear!” I’m finally getting there. Not in a pointless materialistic consumerist way. Just, sure, they’re WalMart dresses for like ten bucks but I have more than a handful! That…that’s just amazing to me. And I got new panties and two new bras!!

Last night I went to my first cacao-Kundalini dance-sound therapy ceremony. So much dancing! Got a lot of shit straight in my head, mmmm. So good. Speaking of heads, I might shave mine. AGAIN! I shaved it last summer when my cat/familiar died…mew. But I have a bestie (ME! I HAVE A BEST FRIEND!) and she’s just shaved the bottom back half of HER head so she could get a tattoo. IF you recall, that’s what ~I~ was gonna do! So, I’m kinda inspired to go for the whole thing again. I never did get the head sigils I wanted. But she found a shamanic healer who does sacred tattooing! Eeee! We are READY for that!

So here I am, finally utilizing my time the way I like. I can write when I want, and soon I’ll be able to take unfinished pictures to work with me and use Photoshop to make them special!

Admit it, you missed me. But I’m back, baby. Oh also. I bought a new toy…from the crystal store I work at…feast, my lovelies…

Yes. Yes that IS a crystal fucking DILDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now for some healing lovin’ and sexual feelin’!